one week's over..time flies..and i am still stuck at my revision..somehow or rather..after yrs of studying..it starts to "numb" into me..i dunno how to explain..but i jus feel soooo tired..and here i am left with 2 papers..i knoe getting a degree is better compared to a diploma but i need a break first..mum wants me to help at the shop..i guess maybe i could take the opportunity to become a business woman or something..she was thinking of sending me to japan.. to aunty izumi's place..but that was jus a thought..i am not sure of it either..the road ahead seems blurry..nv occur to me tht i've reached this far..and i thank God for it. being 20 might not be a big deal to some but it means alot to me..it sort of signify being more independent and less reliant on mum and dad. i wanna to make their life easier and much better..somehow i am at this point of time tht i jus wish for a good long break.
i dunno what has PL done to my studying mood but it certainly affects me alot..i think it must be the overwhelming tests.. Is this a sign of mental fatigue? Or sheer boredom?
had service today and it was great..i jus love being in the prescence of God..i told nessa today tht if i were to find a guy.. he need to love God more than me.
i am realli determine on it..cos..if he loves God alot naturally he'll love me too..but oh well besides height and all of course.
Dad did mention abt finding mr right..mum sometimes disturb me abt it.. but i told God..if i dun find one tht loves You alot.. i rather remain a spinster..lol
besides..it's still to early to get one..
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